Abnegating Cecity

Your words such unessential lies
 Refract my barred up eyes
 You all tell me I'm confined
 In my "shell of hallucinations"
 So try and make me realise
 Break my secure enclosure
 Just try and I know you'll make me laugh
 To hell with your damn comprehension
 You belabour me for past and present mishaps
 As if I had the might of alteration
 You've had your trips into my brain, I know you begrudge
 Now let me leave for my amenity
 So you see, you whitecoated freak
 I don't need your allegations
 Instead join me to sanity's end
 With my sweet needle of salvation
 Increasing needs
 OF MY ONLY FRIEND
 The one I trust
 He runs in my veins
 HIDES ME AWAY
 Under his soothing crust
 MADNESS REIGNS
 You're no longer in charge of my alluring illusions
 That takes me wherever I want, my
 MALNUTRIATED MALICE
 Rises strong and makes me the ruler of
 EARTH, WIND AND FIRE
 As reality fades, I'm a king on clouds
 The selfpity no longer runs in my veins I'm a
 MALEVOLENT REVELATION please let me stay
 GIVE ME MORE
 LEFT OUT, Dragged down into emptyness
 Drowning in floods of misunderstanding
 WHY do you all look aside
 You're ripping my dignity AWAY
 Inside identity is leaking out
 REALIZATION is catching up on me
 My needs bashes false immortality
 Into my affected being... chaos
 Cravings of delight
 Slowly eats my soul
 Trapped within myself
 Defraying my own lies
 Bewalling my demise
 Deep penury... internally
 I feel marred by errors, can't you see
 My desires are calling for me
 The sovereign of abnegations
 Swings his feelers for a new relation
 Come, mesmerize my oppressive mind
 Tear apart these vehement cravings
 Give me something to live for, bring me back
 From my purgatory of obsessions
 Increasing needs
 OF MY ONLY FRIEND
 The one I trust
 He runs in my veins
 HIDES ME AWAY
 Under his soothing crust