Sinner

If I knew you I'd make you the best thing I can with my hands
 If I knew you I'd write you a song with fewer words
 And if I was alone, if I was free, I'd give you the time that I have
 But I'll leave it and leave it and leave it
 And I'll see you around sometime
 Will you know that there's something on my side?
 I need you to know but I can't say
 I've settled with someone above me and god damn I'm trying to be good
 The love that I thought I would never deserve
 Cause I'm too difficult
 He knows I have problems and I can't sit still without
 Crashing and burning
 And crying and turning our world upside down
 Cause I'm scared, I'm so scared
 So I'm sitting here thinking about you
 And I feel like a sinner
 Cause I love what I have but I want it all
 In my greed and my childishness
 And he'll stick by me but I'll hurt him
 And I'll hold both my hands to his chest
 And I won't let you know, I'll be safe and go home
 And I won't lose a thing and I'll sleep without dreams
 He will cry in the night, we'll let time make it right
 And we'll go on
 We'll go on