Kill Emotions

I wish I could see it coming
 I wish I was not that blind
 Now it's time to give up trying
 It's too late to turn the tide
 Staring at the fading pictures
 Of my shattered memories
 I can't understand why all this
 Happened to my hopes & dreams
 I have never felt so lonely
 Like a shipwreck in a stormy sea
 It feels like I'm sinking slowly
 Icy waves are crashing over me
 Trying hard to kill emotions
 To recover from the damage done
 But I feel I'm missing something
 Like a part of me's already gone
 Now I see that all my castles
 Have been built upon the sand
 Falling down with every hassle
 One by one, they couldn't stand
 Fallen pieces can't be mended
 Too much pain I feel inside
 But I'm trying hard to end it
 Killing feelings to survive
 I have never felt so lonely
 Like a shipwreck in a stormy sea
 It feels like I'm sinking slowly
 Icy waves are crashing over me
 Trying hard to kill emotions
 To recover from the damage done
 But I feel I'm missing something
 Like a part of me's already gone
 I have never felt so lonely
 Like a shipwreck in a stormy sea
 It feels like I'm sinking slowly
 Icy waves are crashing over me
 Trying hard to kill emotions
 To recover from the damage done
 But I feel I'm missing something
 Like a part of me's already gone