Sins Of The Father

Dreamt since birth
 Conscious is a curse
 Fantasies of my family in a hearse
 And they say it's the other side I should fear
 But it's my own kind doing all the killing here
 But they(?) hating others. And I love mine
 Wanna rise with the vine (?) my bloodline
 It's making me into a monster
 Paying the price for the sins of the father
 Cursed. Generations before birth
 And tryna stop Dad(?) is just bringing me more hurt
 And it's taking up more time I even have
 Wake up face in the people's wrath
 Ostracized for who I am
 Hard to say I'm different when I look like him
 Wasn't my choice. Fate took my hand
 Stepped in front of destiny and took my chance
 Is it possible to ever live your life?
 When I know my moment is coming any given night
 Castlevania will rise, no enemies to fight
 No matter the outcome, it never will be right with my
 Soul. So I keep the whip at my bedside
 When I overwaiting(?) to hear the cries
 It's the life that chose me. I pray in the name of all right and holy
 The sins of my father
 Dreamt since birth
 Conscious is a curse
 Fantasies of my family in a hearse
 And they say it's the other side I should fear
 But it's my own kind doing all the killing here
 Brother(?) hating others. And I love mine
 Wanna rise with the vine? my bloodline
 It's making me into a monster
 Paying the price for the sins of the father
 Ever since an infant, I was different
 Cops start tripping, Mom told me I was gifted
 If I'd stayed around, everything fade(?)
 And not have been like the cat outta(?) swing blade
 My Dad started daddling in Satanism
 I wish he go to hell and just take it with him
 Nothing like a child of God
 So I swung I backwards, named myself Alucard
 Happy home didn't last
 Mom burned at the stake. They accused her of witchcraft
 And I know it really hit Dad
 It made me wanna see him get mad
 Unleash his wrath. This was the start of his killing spree
 Know what I gotta do, but it's killing me
 It's turned me into a monster
 A victim of sins of the father
 Ya'll don't hear me...
 Dreamt since birth
 Conscious is a curse
 Fantasies of my family in a hearse
 And they say it's the other side I should fear
 But it's my own kind doing all the killing here
 Brother(?) hating others. And I love mine
 Wanna rise with the? my bloodline
 It's making me into a monster
 Paying the price for the sins of the father
 Keeping steadfast love for thousands
 For giving inequity and transgression of sin
 But who of by no means stray(?) guilty
 Visiting the inequity of the fathers of the children
 And the children's children
 For the third...
 And forth...
 Generations...