Confusion

I just dont know what is real
 I want to try find something better for me and you again
 But it feels like i'm alone
 Seeing you sit there so down it makes me feel so bad
 What can i do?
 What can i say?
 So many times i try to find what i really feeling like
 All these days just burning through my mind
 Last nights just a stain on the floor
 Here i'm standing
 Ever when we used to swing and everything was way all right
 Was always for you
 I just dont know what is real
 I want to try find something better for me and you again
 But it feels like i'm alone
 Seeing you sit there so down it makes me feel so bad
 What can i do?
 What can i say?
 So many times i try to find what i really feeling like
 All these days just burning through my mind
 Last nights just a stain on the floor
 Here i'm standing