Haven't You?

There's an angel waiting in the shadows
 Behind that big black window watching over me.
 Now I'm able to waltz through violent nightmares
 Of prison time and bomb scares
 To kiss you on the cheek
 I thought I lost it all the day that I lost you
 It's taken me until just now to find the truth.
 You've always been here haven't you?
 There's a stranger inside of me named anger
 He worked for me but danger was your middle name
 Now I'm able to waltz through violent daymares
 Of killing sprees and bomb scares
 To kiss you on the cheek
 I thought I lost it all the day that I lost you.
 It's taken me until just now to find the truth.
 Oh I thought I lost it all the day that I lost you
 It's taken me until just to find the truth.
 You've always been here haven't you?