Lost Myself In Search Of You

I was holding you so tight and you were holding me
 So wrapped up in the moment I was feeling such security
 And the first few weeks felt just like heaven,
 But we never really seemed to get that high
 And now I sit here laughing at the time that past me by
 It's time
 It's times like these, when I feel I'm on my knees begging
 Please don't go
 And as you slipped away
 I couldn't admit that we were through
 And as you slipped away
 I found I lost myself in search of you
 I found I lost myself in search of you
 I was holding you so tight and you were holding him
 But you left the door so wide open
 That I was sure you'd come back in
 And now the only time I can hold you is in my mind
 And that doesn't seem to fill me up inside
 So yes I felt lonely
 And yes I felt a need
 And you seemed to feel it necessary to make me see
 That I was wrong and you were right
 And that all my attempts were in vain
 But I was pretty sure you'd turn around
 And want me back again
 And as you slipped away
 I couldn't admit that we were through
 And as you slipped away
 I found I lost myself in search of you
 I found I lost myself in search of you
 I was holding you so tightly when you needed help
 I guess insecurities catch up to you
 When you're lying to yourself
 But I wasn't lying when I told you all that you could be
 But it was no use
 You never really ever listened to me
 I was holding you so tightly
 But now I've let you go
 And as you slipped away
 I couldn't admit that we were through
 And as you slipped away
 I found I lost myself in search of you
 I found I lost myself in search of you