Obliged

I need to concentrate but my mind
 Is somewhere else
 The truth if I could change
 So it would hurt less...
 How much I'd like to quit this life
 Can't tolerate their world
 It's getting worse each time
 Won't behave as I'm told...
 Maybe I'm searching for something
 I can't achieve
 When did I stop believe
 Everything so different as I thought it would be
 I really want to leave and go where
 Do I even belong somewhere...
 Tired of feeling obliged
 In doing things that don't express me
 Well this isn't me
 A normal person I just can't be...
 Maybe I'm searching for something
 I can't achieve
 When did I stop believe
 Everything so different as I thought it would be
 I really want to leave and go where
 Do I even belong somewhere...
 I'm the only responsible for this
 4 miserable years of waste
 Now I'm going to change it
 Time to fix my psychological state...
 Maybe I'm searching for something
 I can't achieve
 When did I stop believe
 Everything so different as I thought it would be
 I really want to leave and go where
 Do I even belong somewhere...