Mood

Sometimes I sense that I'm getting it too far
 Thank God that feeling doesn't last
 Those who I truly love I hurt
 And it's too late until they overcome
 Then once again I'll go away
 Because I regret for the mistake I made
 And these words back I'll take
 I don't want you this to face...
 But me I can't look sad
 Because it'll be considered bad
 And I can't let my anger to be seen
 Because I 'll be characterized weak
 Always to hide what I want to say
 And what I feel always because
 That's what the others believe...
 I don't know what is this
 That makes me from everyone keep a distance
 Maybe because I'm afraid of their aggressive stance
 The loneliness doesn't seem now irritating
 Neither their words are no longer humiliating
 What's going on with my mood
 My happiness disappears soon
 In the depression myself I lose...