The Edge

I'm sitting in this dark room waiting for my life to develop
 I'm holding onto thoughts in my mind that I'm too afraid to tell you
 I wish I didn't try so hard to be
 perfect all the time but my dad hates failure
 But sometimes I need to walk to the edge and just let it
 Just let it take over
 Let myself feel it
 Fall into the open
 Scream until they hear it
 Let myself feel it
 I just need to get so close to the edge
 I just wanna let out all of my anger
 Give myself goosebumps
 Put myself in danger
 Let myself feel it
 I just need to get so close to the edge
 I just need to get so close to the edge
 I fantasize about fading into the darkness
 But I put on a smile every day regardless
 And everyone expects so much from me
 And I wonder, "What have I started?"
 Sometimes I need to walk to the edge and just let it
 Just let it take over
 Let myself feel it
 Fall into the open
 Scream until they hear it
 Let myself feel it
 I just need to get so close to the edge
 I just wanna let out all of my anger
 Give myself goosebumps
 Put myself in danger
 Let myself feel it
 I just need to get so close to the edge
 I've lost myself in laughter
 I've had tears fall to the ground
 I've lived inside disaster
 But the one thing that I've found
 Is I, I live so close to the edge
 Is I, I live so close
 Let it take over
 Let myself feel it
 Fall into the open
 Scream until they hear it
 Let myself feel it
 (I let myself feel it)
 I just need to get so close to the edge
 I just wanna let out all of my anger
 Give myself goosebumps
 Put myself in danger
 Let myself feel it
 (Let myself feel it)
 I just need to get so close to the edge