A Cut Rose In Tap Water

I swear I've never felt worse than I feel right now
 I've never felt more like myself than I feel right now
 A cut rose in tap water
 I had so much potential
 Maybe this is all I'm meant to be-
 Another tragic memory
 A cut rose in tap water
 Cut rose in tap water
 Go away, but don't leave me alone
 I wanna go home
 I wanna go home
 I wanna go
 Don't be selfish
 Don't be kind
 I did not choose
 I will not fight
 This is how I'm meant to be
 Another decision made for me
 Don't be selfish
 Don't be kind
 I did not choose
 I will not fight
 This is how I'm meant to be
 Another decision made for me
 I am not precious
 I am not precious
 I am not anything that's even worth protecting
 I tried, I tried, I tried
 I did my best to hide
 But all is said and done
 And I could not prevent it
 Go away but don't leave me alone
 I wanna go home
 I wanna go home
 Don't be selfish
 Don't be kind
 I did not choose
 I will not fight
 This is how I'm meant to be
 Another decision made for me
 Don't be selfish
 Don't be kind
 I did not choose
 I will not fight
 This is how I'm meant to be
 Another decision made for me
 The scales were ironic
 There will be no judgement day
 No regard for the fairness
 So this is no price to pay
 I expected nothing less and nothing more
 There is nothing to be sad for
 I can say nothing further
 A dying rose in tap water
 I can do nothing further
 A dead rose in tap water