Messed Up On Christmas

It's the first day I'm home
 And the second I pulled in my driveway, I know
 That there's three little words that I want you to hear
 But I back out each winter each year
 It's the fourth day I'm home
 And I've walked past your house at least five times, I know
 That there's only six seconds 'til you see my reflection
 In your window alone, out in the cold
 You're leaving in January
 Dreaming of life past merry, Holiday moments
 The ones that I've chosen
 To hold to my heart
 I'll make our last memory, one I won't remember
 Get messed up on Christmas 'til the end of December
 I think that's much better
 To forget it forever
 The seven wonders of your mind
 And eight times that I've wanted to try
 To tell you, you bring me up to cloud nine
 But I don't want to fly without you by my side
 You're leaving in January
 Dreaming of life past merry, Holiday moments
 The ones that I've chosen
 To hold to my heart
 I'll make our last memory, one I won't remember
 Get messed up on Christmas 'til the end of December
 I think that's much better
 To forget it forever
 My fairytale ending gets lower and lower
 The twelve days of Christmas won't end very sober
 I hate that I love you
 And I don't know if you do too
 It's the tenth day I'm home
 And there's only eleven more minutes
 Before you get on your flight at twelve
 "Don't want nobody else" I wanna say that but I know that I won't
 
 It's the first day I'm home
 And the second I pulled in my driveway, I know
 That there's three little words that I want you to hear
 But I back out each winter each year
 It's the fourth day I'm home
 And I've walked past your house at least five times, I know
 That there's only six seconds 'til you see my reflection
 In your window alone, out in the cold
 You're leaving in January
 Dreaming of life past merry, Holiday moments
 The ones that I've chosen
 To hold to my heart
 I'll make our last memory, one I won't remember
 Get messed up on Christmas 'til the end of December
 I think that's much better
 To forget it forever
 The seven wonders of your mind
 And eight times that I've wanted to try
 To tell you, you bring me up to cloud nine
 But I don't want to fly without you by my side
 You're leaving in January
 Dreaming of life past merry, Holiday moments
 The ones that I've chosen
 To hold to my heart
 I'll make our last memory, one I won't remember
 Get messed up on Christmas 'til the end of December
 I think that's much better
 To forget it forever
 My fairytale ending gets lower and lower
 The twelve days of Christmas won't end very sober
 I hate that I love you
 And I don't know if you do too
 It's the tenth day I'm home
 And there's only eleven more minutes
 Before you get on your flight at twelve
 "Don't want nobody else" I wanna say that but I know that I won't
 
 It's the first day I'm home
 And the second I pulled in my driveway, I know
 That there's three little words that I want you to hear
 But I back out each winter each year
 It's the fourth day I'm home
 And I've walked past your house at least five times, I know
 That there's only six seconds 'til you see my reflection
 In your window alone, out in the cold
 You're leaving in January
 Dreaming of life past merry, Holiday moments
 The ones that I've chosen
 To hold to my heart
 I'll make our last memory, one I won't remember
 Get messed up on Christmas 'til the end of December
 I think that's much better
 To forget it forever
 The seven wonders of your mind
 And eight times that I've wanted to try
 To tell you, you bring me up to cloud nine
 But I don't want to fly without you by my side
 You're leaving in January
 Dreaming of life past merry, Holiday moments
 The ones that I've chosen
 To hold to my heart
 I'll make our last memory, one I won't remember
 Get messed up on Christmas 'til the end of December
 I think that's much better
 To forget it forever
 My fairytale ending gets lower and lower
 The twelve days of Christmas won't end very sober
 I hate that I love you
 And I don't know if you do too
 It's the tenth day I'm home
 And there's only eleven more minutes
 Before you get on your flight at twelve
 "Don't want nobody else" I wanna say that but I know that I won't