Him

Let's talk bout talent nah let's talk bout status, uh
 Drunk on cameras, saved by cus
 Soul needs bandages, I'm not standing up
 I'm not man enough. these ps ain't x*n enough
 I wish things went the way I planned it
 I ain't average, man i raise ya'll standards
 I need answers, changed my plans up
 Yelling my heart out, and they raise they hands up
 I want you but you want him and
 You like me but I'm not him damn
 Don't text me like, why so distant
 Tore my heart slower than molasses in quick sand
 High off medicin fly like Jetson
 See all my red flags through your rose colored lenses
 All my insecurities a million ways to mend it
 And I give you million different reasons just to end it
 And you don't look at me the way you look at him