Where Will I Find My Heart Tonight

I found hunger in the fields of plenty
 I found freedom in a ball and chain
 I found madness in the voice of reason
 I found mercy at the hangman's gate, hey
 I've held the world in the palm of my hand
 And watched as it slipped through my fingers like sand
 Here I am alone again
 Where do I turn when all I see around me is a lie?
 If I close my eyes, where will I find my heart tonight?
 I know all my dreams have fallen on hard times
 And I'm so cold inside, where will I find my heart tonight?
 I found peace in the heat of the battle
 I found treason in the eyes of a friend
 I found hate in the words of a preacher
 I found fortune in a beggar's hands
 I close my eyes and pray for the light
 To guide my way, into the night I fall
 And the world is crashin' down around my soul
 Why do I turn when all I see around me is a lie?
 If I close my eyes, where will I find my heart tonight?
 I know all my dreams have fallen on hard times
 And I'm so cold inside, where will I find my heart tonight?
 I have searched a thousand years
 Through the darkness and the tears
 And I don't think I can take another night
 Without you here
 Where do I turn when all I see around me is a lie?
 If I close my eyes, where will I find my heart tonight?
 I know all my dreams have fallen on hard times
 And I'm so cold inside, where will I find my heart tonight?
 Where will I find my heart tonight?