Absolute in Doubt

Runnin' up that hill, you pushin' me back
 Wish that I can make you want it bad
 I don't need it though
 (I don't need it though)
 Sometimes you make me wait and make it like a plan
 Wish that you could help me understand
 Why? 'Cause I don't know (I don't know, I don't know)
 Sometimes I feel that weight, I hold that in my chest
 Sometimes I hold it back, other times I'm blessed
 Other times I want more, you put me in debt
 I want you like Zoloft
 Wanna be like so inside, wanna be like
 For me, want you to be more into it than this
 For me, I want more than you seem to wanna give
 I see passion in the way you turn your back
 Money and the ice, I put upon your wrist
 There's a silhouette inside, a lucid dream
 I project myself on you, then back to me
 There's a reason that she doesn't call me back
 It is the way, it is the way it really seems
 There's a vision of an altar now, me and the one
 Some passin' on and out
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 (And out, and out, yeah)
 It wasn't somethin' that I thought about
 But knew that you were absolute in doubt
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 It wasn't somethin' that I thought about
 But knew that you were absolute in doubt
 I just really wanna talk to you again
 That's how I know that I'ma haunt you in the end
 It wasn't somethin' 'til you brought it up
 I knew that you were tryna make it out
 Without a single scar, clawin' at my heart
 I saw you in his car, swear I knew it from the start
 Bring me down, it's not that easy
 Lay me down, just please don't leave me
 I remember you were climbin' on top of me
 Why you actin' like you fuckin' forgot me?
 I've been dreamin' about a place out in Hollywood
 Tell my mama that I'm movin' to Hollywood
 Bring me down, it's not that easy
 Lay me down, just please don't leave me
 Bring me down, it's not that easy
 Lay me down, just please don't leave me
 It wasn't somethin' that I thought about
 But, knew that you were absolute in doubt
 I just really wanna talk to you again
 That's how I know that I'ma haunt you in the end