What Am I To Do?

It's been about a year but I still feel the same
 Tears fill my eyes whenever I hear your name
 Inside this empty space in my heart
 I want things to end, but I just don't know where to start
 Driving with my head up against the window going home
 Everyone who sees me knows that I'm alone
 It's not that I care what they think about me
 I just for once want to be happy
 What am I to do?
 what am I to say?
 Now that your gone I'll never be okay
 What am I to do?
 Now that I'm alone
 I'll just write another brokenhearted song
 In my mind things never change
 Always stay the same
 I'm always the one to blame
 In my dreams that's when your mine
 But when I awake nothing turns out right
 What am I to do?
 what am I to say?
 Now that your gone I'll never be okay
 What am I to do?
 Now that I'm alone
 I'll just write another brokenhearted song
 This empty space will never be filled again
 No matter how hard I try I end up alone in the end
 This sadness keeps me so deep inside
 She still wonders why I cry alone at night
 And she wonders
 And she wonders
 And she wonders why I cry
 And she wonders
 And she wonders
 And she wonders why I cry
 And she wonders
 And she wonders
 And she wonders why I cry
 And she wonders
 And she wonders
 And she wonders why I cry