Balcony Beach

[Chorus:]
 Mooo baby
 We can make it happen
 Make it through baby
 All we need to do is begin rejuvenating
 Keep it all in focus and pursue it faithfully
 Do it patiently
 Just the way the sea's been this evening
 I came out at eight, was leaning on the railing
 I kept hearing the waves crashin' beneath me
 Back and forth
 They just rephrased what they were saying
 Over and over, doing that repeatedly
 They'd crash and come back
 Its just a constant thing
 Every time they'd back out to sea
 Its like they'd draw just a little more out of me
 A lot of images and feelings
 Just a limitless release
 And I began to reminisce freely
 It was a cinema
 Featuring me and a cast of emotions
 That demanded my attention immediately
 I had previously put them on hold
 On the back burner since earlier
 I didn't want to deal with it
 At that time I felt like other things were pertinent
 Now I see its permanent unless I get real with it
 And it ain't that I don't love to tussle
 Especially mentally
 'Cause I generally do win
 Might not win at first, but definitely eventually
 'Cause I ain't never not been a shoe-in since birth
 But now, this is special though
 See, this is beyond my threshold
 I'm accustomed to just a conventional struggle
 With two opponents
 Only here the tussle's between you and the truth
 So ultimately I'm gonna lose
 Actually I gain though
 I gotta be honest with myself, or else
 I impede my personal progress
 I think it's better to be depressed for a minute
 Admit it, and get re-oriented
 Instead of being a bitter cynic isn't it?
 [Chorus]
 I'm getting older
 Everybody around me acts all sober
 Lookin' poker faced
 I started losing hair at the corners
 Matter-of-fact, I looked up top
 That whole border's jacked
 Nobody's gonna chauffeur me anymore
 Whatever this is, we all go through it I guess
 It's just awkward
 I'm not a hundred percent comfortable with
 The rate that everything's developing at
 It's just a little overwhelming at times
 I'm dealing with hella shit to process
 It's new data daily
 There's really no preparing for this thing
 Or, maybe it's mainly just me acting strangely
 Just me facing the challenge
 I doubt it though
 'Cause I met thousands of people
 Seen something similar in their faces
 It's like the outlook is changing
 I think it's called bein' a man in the making
 It's burnt, I like pralines now
 Long walks solo, where I can sort my thoughts out
 Just what I've been taught to date
 It doesn't gel well with the way that I've been feeling these days
 That's coming from a ton of angles, hella places
 I'm really not trying to make a political statement
 But just in terms of internally inside
 I'm at an interval in life where it's a turbulent time
 And I could pretend that it's all good
 And that I shouldn't put so much on it
 Let it sit and just settle itself
 Stop acting all sobby and sentimental
 Besides everything's perfectly fine
 But here I am on this balcony
 With my thoughts just traveling randomly on some tangent And in the back of my mind
 I keep hearing this lady
 Her voice is beautiful, she keeps saying
 Mooo baby
 We can make it happen
 Make it through baby
 All we need to do is begin rejuvenating
 Keep it all in focus and pursue it faithfully
 Do it patiently