ANXIETY PANORAMA

You pray for distance, I never change
 Buried it behind the brightness built like poison in you
 My palm against you, your ever-anxious days
 Buried it behind the brightness built like poison in you
 And it causes you to shake in the shape of my mistakes
 Buried it behind the brightness built like poison in you
 My palm against your forehead, your ever-anxious days
 I felt afraid and ashamed that I felt anything at all
 I felt your panicking, your shattering, your catastrophic fall
 And I felt long gone, already so far gone
 Already anxious, you're shaking up, you're breaking down
 I failed you all along
 My pen encrypts your own pain, stills that poison in you
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 I'm pleading for forgiveness now, I failed so many times
 Come, please, now with your own pain and your ever-anxious mind
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 You plea to break your chain on our ever-changing life
 To be buried from behind, the darkness hides that brightest light
 My hand against you, your ever-anxious mind
 Will be buried in behind the poison spills
 That pen, it brings back image in my mind
 Of that nightstand by your bedside
 And the sharp edge you would swing to strike
 Would break my hand instead
 How you clattered all day rhythmic on that fixture on the wall
 Where I caught your silver cabbage moth
 Your powdered lust still lingers in my palm
 I was building landmarks for my heirs in your scars
 I was in the wrong to start
 I was building landmarks for my heirs in your scars
 I was in the wrong
 I felt your pain
 I felt my hand shake hard
 I felt afraid and ashamed that I felt anything at all
 I felt your panicking, your shattering, your catastrophic fall
 And I felt long gone
 I said your name out loud
 Already anxious, I broke it all, I'll fix it all
 I failed you all along
 My hands buried all the bad news
 My hands, never get it back
 My hands buried all the bad news
 My hands, never get it back