The River

I'm holding on
 To something I don't want
 To hold on to
 I'm reaching out
 For something I can't touch
 Although I know I want to
 Taking in the scenery
 You're the ghost in my machinery
 When I was good as gold
 I was good as gold
 Closing off the avenues
 To places that I never knew
 And know I'll never know
 Now I'll never go
 I listen
 And I hear you speak
 Am I missing something?
 I want to jump into the river
 Feel it on my skin
 But the river is rocks
 And I'm already lost
 And I know where I've been
 Oh I know where I've been
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 I feel I'm caught
 In a beautiful
 Dream
 
 And I'm cold
 And my heart has told me
 It's a dark seam
 Running through the middle of
 A life that's full of real love
 And everything is mine
 Everything is mine
 I listen
 And I hear you speak
 Am I missing something?
 I want to jump into the river
 And feel it on my skin
 But the river is rocks
 And I'm already lost
 And I know where I've been
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 Oh
 I listen
 And I hear you speak
 Am I missing something?
 I want to jump into the river
 And feel it on my skin
 But the river is rocks
 And I'm already lost
 And I know where I've been
 Oh I know where I've been
 Yes I know where I've been