Up To You

You gave me your hand so long ago
 But now our house is burning
 You're never home
 I feel sick looking at our picture frames
 I turned them down and turned you away
 I wanted to hear your words my whole life
 But now they cut me like a knife
 Hiding under the covers
 Crushing dreams
 Am I lover your enemy?
 And at the end of the day
 I never wanted it to be this way
 You sure it's what you wanna do?
 I'll leave it up to you
 I packed my heart in boxes yesterday
 I fell asleep last night in my room all alone and afraid
 'Cause my blood is cold and body is numb
 Oh God, what did we become?
 I feel you love to say that you don't miss me anymore
 But anything I feel I choose to ignore
 I pray that once my anger dies I'll live
 And one mr tears are dry I'll learn to forgive
 And at the end of the day
 I never wanted it to be this way
 You sure it's what you wanna do?
 I'll leave it up to you
 I know the love we had was real at one time
 And if you give me one more chance I promise to try
 Seasons change, lovers bloom and some die
 But you'll always be part of my life
 Yeah
 And at the end of the day
 I never wanted it to be this way
 You sure it's what you wanna do?
 I'll leave it up to you
 And at the end of the day
 I never wanted it to be this way
 You sure it's what you wanna do?
 I'll leave it up to you