Candyland

I Lost a boy
 And now I look for him
 Through every window
 And behind every door
 My son went down
 This isn't trauma
 It's not even drama anymore
 I was born
 With a sad song in my mouth
 He gave me a reason to sing it
 It's like this boy
 Took all my clear cold nights
 Left me hot and dry
 And when he falls
 I can't hear it
 This isnt vodka
 It's not even chocolate
 I don't know how long I can stay straight
 And still see straight
 He gave me a reason to say it
 Don't wait for pain
 To find out you exist
 Don't look for shame
 Your better off without it
 Life is unkind
 This isn't candyland
 I know you don't understand
 So nice not to be ashamed
 So nice not to be creeped out
 Ice is unkind
 'Till it freezes your enemies
 Life is unkind
 'Till it burns up your memories
 Life is unkind
 He gave me a reason
 To live it