Something Like A War

Moonstruck, anticipated you being the one
 Nefarious enigma, no signals popped up
 Our connection was instant, we clickin' for starters
 Had to be how the planets and stars was lined up
 Going real strong for like a couple of months
 No hint of no drama, inseparable was us
 'Til it was insinuated I wasn't enough
 Mood switched up, to the gaslighting stuff
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 Then it started, I mean the games
 The blame, derogatory names I'm drained
 The narcissist in 'em I couldn't tame
 Attempted to tackle, scrabble the brain
 Tried to turn blind eyed with excuses it got strange
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 I'm sick of pretending like I don't see, but I see
 Time to expose the manipulative layers of deceit
 Parasitic co-dependency loopin' auto repeat
 Anguish ain't missing a beat, seeking some kinda relief
 So compelled to retreat now
 Take the focus off us, put it on me now
 Conducive to my survival to be out
 Enough of the psychological beatdowns
 Healthy selfies in wellness, I'm on that
 Know my worth it's no accident, I'm an asset
 Aware of thee energies that I transmit
 Apparently an accent to something you haven't had yet
 Confident assurance of self will never ignore
 Standards I adhere to 'cause I value me more
 Allow whatever strength within me fill up any voids
 In unions blindly entered lacking balance and support
 Desire when mutual is endorsed
 Respect is given if it's enforced
 To prove untrustworthy at any cost
 It's the kinda connection I can't afford
 You and I done expired
 Sever ties break the bond
 They do not coincide
 To supply no new lies
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 (Yeah)
 (Ooh yeah)
 (I bet on doing my thing)
 (Yeah)