Why I Have My Grandma's Sad Eyes

it started like this
 i was here right, standing leaning back
 my deer in the headlights
 look never fails but hearing all the things that you said
 cut me to the core
 blew me away
 like i got hit with a gunshot
 like a bomb dropped stabbed with a white hot knife
 in the heart while all these people still aske me
 why i have my grandma's sad eyes
 now you know why
 cos this time i didn't see it coming
 couldn't stop the runing words out your mouth
 they're leaving me crushed sound louder than bombs
 hit harder than mack trucks on highways
 knock me down now like the chump with the black eye
 hit with the uppercut
 it tastes like blood
 and a case of ice cold pure devastation
 i may never stand up again
 i will never go out again, again
 oh fuck if this is the end
 then i just want revenge
 i just want to take you down with me
 i've been so mad and furious
 love must be just for idiots
 im shutting down, breaking down
 getting out of this shit hole ghost town
 cos all these people still ask me
 why i have my grandma's sad eyes
 i must have my grandma's sad eyes
 why i have my grandma's sad eyes
 time past
 just like a gasp from some tiny cell inside that wont die
 sending out a quit ping
 like a submarine
 a lost transmission
 from a distant galaxy
 so reach way down
 in the dark to the bottom
 of my rotten heart
 to a place deep in my black lung
 for the song i haven't sung
 since i was a little brat from connecticut
 when i felt so alone
 against the world
 picked always last
 it saved me
 then i will save me now, save me now
 will it save me now?
 it goes "universe, wrap your arms around me. make me strong so i can take on anyone"
 "universe, wrap your arms around me. make me strong so i can take on anyone"
 i must have my grandma's sad eyes
 i must have my grandma's sad eyes
 now you know why, now you know why, now you know why, now you know why
 now you know