Rational, I Think

Ah
 Conversing with mirrors I'm sick of seeing sinners
 They're gathering out in the streets
 They shuffle and stumble and fight to be free
 I sit there and watch them because I can't sleep
 Denying my habits is leaving me weak
 I said that I wouldn't I do and it's deep
 I've changed man I'm different you see
 I've changed man I'm no longer me
 Like too many times I've ridden this ride
 I've drifted I've died I've seen different lives
 I've seen different vibes I've seen crazy places
 Forgot many faces I'm young yet I'm ancient
 Like sometimes I'm chill and sometimes I'm impatient
 I try to improve and I fail blindsided like braille
 It's dead then I'm slow as a snail
 I'm outtie I'm finished I bail yeah
 We growing all around and what we need is fucking space
 We need some deeper loving
 No more liars no more fakes
 I know I need some healing
 But I won't put down this drink
 Coz fucking smoking drinking only time that I don't think
 And when I stop this thinking thing I swear that I feel great
 Don't say I'm not okay (okay)
 It works so I'm okay (okay)
 I really don't want anything so leave me be okay? (okay)
 Don't stress me please okay? (okay)
 Just step away okay? (yeah)
 Okay okay
 I swear that I'm okay
 Okay okay
 I swear that I'm okay
 Okay okay
 I swear that I'm okay
 But if you leave me now
 I don't know if I'll be okay yeah
 Okay okay
 I swear that I'm okay
 Okay okay
 I swear that I'm okay
 Okay okay
 I swear that I'm okay
 But if you leave me now
 I don't know if I'll be okay yeah
 Yo so these days I'm blunting alone
 Got Blondie and Ax on my phone they blowing it still
 I went out to grab on a bite and 50 shots later
 Like where was my meal
 Yo what is the deal this life isn't real
 It's too fucking strange
 I'm blinking and someone keeps changing the frame
 Yo this bitch is insane
 We growing all around and what we need is fucking space
 We need some deeper loving
 No more liars no more fakes
 I know I need some healing
 But I won't put down this drink
 Coz fucking smoking drinking only time that I don't think
 And when I stop this thinking thing I swear that I feel great
 Don't say I'm not okay (okay)
 It works so I'm okay (okay)
 I really don't want anything so leave me be okay? (okay)
 Don't stress me please okay? (okay)
 Just step away okay? (yeah)
 Okay okay
 I swear that I'm okay
 Okay okay
 I swear that I'm okay
 Okay okay
 I swear that I'm okay
 But if you leave me now
 I don't know if I'll be okay yeah
 Okay okay
 I swear that I'm okay
 Okay okay
 I swear that I'm okay
 Okay okay
 I swear that I'm okay
 But if you leave me now
 I don't know if I'll be okay yeah