Contemplating

I would like it if you came out and said it
 'Cause girl, I didn't get the message
 What goes around may come back around
 I just ain't expect it
 I think my old lady cheatin', been plottin', she been schemin'
 She been hidin' her messages, who you textin'?
 I ain't tryna seem crazy, why I ain't questionin'
 I know I did what I did
 But I think I learned my lesson
 Makin' me a fool maybe might turn into a blessin'
 But for now it's
 Back to this paper, back to this finnessing
 I ain't stressin'
 I'm just counting up my blessings
 Know they may not come no more
 And one day I might just knock
 And find no one at the door
 I'm a phone without no charge
 I'm a song without no hook
 I'm a book without no cover
 Hope I'm worth a second look
 When it's all said and done
 I found the peace that I need
 After goin' through your phone I just seen all I need to see
 Not enough with the messages
 But the pictures really said it
 Same pictures you was sendin' back to me
 I was contemplating giving you my all
 But my heart just can't take this bullshit no more
 I was contemplating giving you my all
 But now my heart can't take this
 Fucking bullshit you gave me no more