Sunburn

Feeling like I might, might, drift, drift off into a new dimension
 Jack in the mother fucking box, I got quarter pounder distension
 Too many made up characters vying for my attention
 I'm cold, and I'm lonely, just floating toward the light
 Think that I might get a kick out of life if life was more like a sitcom
 Lies I've been fed by some bitch exec, boy that's what I bit on
 So tired, all I wanna do's just find something to sit on
 Don't tell me I'm melting, please help me uh, uh wait a minute
 So, so soporific I'm in the midst of apathy, see
 Sensing next to nothing, but that's the point exactly
 Suppose I better do what my toes have asked of me
 People waving, blind to what I'm facing
 Watch as I spin these blades
 Sun burning on my face
 So much I'll never know
 No, I don't want an answer, answer
 If you need to be questioning me I'm separate see, so you can ask her
 It takes a dozen hits just to numb out half my pain
 My father looks down on me and says what a crying shame
 Incompetently navigating treacherous terrain
 Sleep or stay awake, well it's really all the same
 Popping a handful of xanax just to just, to just to manage
 Filling my head with feelies till my brain, it turns to cabbage
 Mapping up out my fate with a random collection of mad libs
 Aiming for slightly below average
 Sinking slowly, getting sleepy
 Living mostly 'cause it's easy
 Sticking closely to the line
 Looking happy, feeling breezy
 Walking past now do you see me
 It's getting better all the time
 Watch as I spin these blades
 Sun burning on my face
 So much I'll never know
 No, I don't want an answer, answer
 If you need to be questioning me I'm separate see, so you can ask her
 Wasting everything, all my vigor and my youth
 Diluting the confusion, I am choosing what is truth
 I've got no use for future plans, used to care, but now I don't
 Do almost anything I can to hide the fact I'll die alone
 Not worried about my taxes, not giving a flying fuck
 Not worried about my ashes, that one day will turn to dust
 Not thinking that I should listen, just wanna be feeling great
 Doesn't matter what's the prison, rest assured I will escape