Anywhere But Here

see i've been caught in between two extremes
 from the high to low, gotta hide from the light of day
 feeling like i might just float away
 can't say what's real anymore
 or what the hell i'm living for
 but it sounds so sweet when you tell me that you love me
 space in which i'm in erased can't travel
 watch the stitches of my life unravel
 and i'm battling what does it matter
 silence in a world full of chatter
 yeah i'm having a real hard go of it
 who gives a shit well nobody
 might turn to dust, but i like what you do to me too much
 i don't see nothing wrong with feeling like i don't belong
 anywhere but here
 i can't find nothing right with feeling like i won't survive
 so make this disappear
 and let me just fly, high, high away
 i wanna just fly high, high away
 see I've been stretched to the max
 pushed every limit can't be brought back
 innocence well i lost that, feeling good well i'm off that
 so i revel in the pain
 chemicals inside my veins
 and it sounds so sweet when you tell me that you love me
 i'm a ghost, a flash, a pure apparition
 and it goes so fast, sure that i'm missing
 any hope of the path that i wanna be following
 take a drink, keep swallowing
 take a pill, tip the bottle back
 go in for the kill and i'm automatically feeling fine
 let me step out of my mind
 i don't see nothing wrong with feeling like i don't belong
 anywhere but here
 i can't find nothing right with feeling like i won't survive
 so make this disappear
 and let me just fly, high, high away
 i wanna just fly high, high away
 from what i can detect the mess that i've been left in
 heart soon arrested beating slowly
 and i'm facing a wall full of questions
 demons in my chest i confess they own me
 and if only i could just break this trend
 i believe that i might be myself again
 it's been a long time since i felt free
 it's been a long time since i felt new
 i spent a long time down on my knees
 waiting to find someone like you
 i don't see nothing wrong with feeling like i don't belong
 anywhere but here
 i can't find nothing right with feeling like i won't survive
 so make this disappear
 and let me just fly, high, high away
 i wanna just fly high, high away