I'll Stay Here

I hate the silence between us
 A single breath feels like too much
 There are no more fights, no teardrops
 But it's in the quiet we lose 'us'
 Oh, I try to fool my own mind
 I try to get us back to the time that we've lost, that we've lost
 But you don't seem to hear a single word I say
 You don't seem to care if all our smiles are fake
 But I fall apart
 'Cause my heart still screams your name, but my mind knows I should walk away
 Still, I stay here with shut eyes to keep me unaware, until sunrise, even if we're not here
 I'll stay here
 I close my eyes not to see if
 It's the fear of being alone that makes us last
 Oh, I'm too scared to find out where we would be
 If one of us had the courage to ask
 So I try to fool my own mind
 I try to get us back to the time that we've lost, that we've lost
 But you don't seem to hear a single word I say
 You don't seem to care if all our smiles are fake
 But I fall apart
 'Cause my heart still screams your name, but my mind knows I should walk away
 Still, I stay here with shut eyes to keep me unaware, until sunrise, even if we're not here
 I'll stay
 'Cause everything is here
 Everything still looks the same in every single way
 But it's hard to remember how it feels
 It's been so long since we became what we are today
 I know we've turned into something else
 But I'm hoping one day we'll find ourselves again
 'Cause my heart still screams your name, but my mind knows I should walk away
 Still, I stay here with shut eyes to keep me unaware, until sunrise, even if we're not here
 I'll stay
 But deep down I know the truth
 Yet I fear I'd be lost without you
 So I'll stay here