Lullaby

I wonder if you often think about what you became
 Do you ever wonder if you ever truly changed?
 Cause honestly I'm lost and I don't know who to blame
 I need some help cause I don't know what else to soothe the pain
 I watch you raise me as a baby so over protective
 Smiling at me, blowing kisses while you hold me restless
 When you told me that you loved me I can tell you meant it
 And it never took for you to try to ever show your efforts
 But we was connected through the heavens though I felt your soul
 And that alone is just a feeling some will never know
 I bump my head and you consoled me as you held me close
 And I wonder where went wrong but I guess I'll never know
 Cause ever since I grown I felt like you been kind of giving up
 And it seems like everything I do is just not good enough
 Shit, we don't have the type of bond we used to have before
 And I ain't mad at all I just wonder if you recall the day that I was born, when you used to sing to me like
 La la la la la la la la
 (You used to sing to me like)
 La la la la la la la la la
 (You used to sing to me)
 La la la la la la la la
 (Yeah, you used to sing to me like)
 La la la la la la la la
 I wonder if you often think about what you became
 And do you ever wonder if you ever truly changed?
 Cause honestly I'm lost and I don't know to blame
 Nigga I need some help, cause I don't know what else to soothe the pain
 My father died when I was five and I ain't cry at all
 I never knew him he just disappeared and I'm not sure if he knew I would grow up to be ruthless, I don't hide my flaws
 A young woman with a body and a mind like yours, cause we a lot alike
 I mean that's prolly' why I felt connected
 And when we met I was so innocent but slowly tempted
 When you told me that you loved me boy I know you meant it
 You sucked the soul out of my body with your own intentions
 Now I'm stuck inside a life of prostitution, no discretion
 And all you do is beat my ass and leave me slowly breathless
 But we don't have the type of bond we used to have before
 And I ain't mad at all, I just wonder if you recall when I laid in your arms and you used to sing to me like
 La la la la la la la la
 (You used to sing to me like)
 La la la la la la la la la
 (You used to sing to me)
 La la la la la la la la
 (Yeah, you used to sing to me like)
 La la la la la la la la
 I wonder if you often think about what I became
 And do you ever wonder if I ever truly changed?
 Cause honestly I'm lost and I don't know who to blame
 Listen, I need some help cause I don't know what else to soothe the pain
 I used to watch movies about you a whole lot before
 I read about you back in school when I was kind of bored
 Now I'm ashamed and embarrassed I truly got involved
 Cause you gave me a feeling some shit that I never felt before
 And I ain't trying to make excuses but inside I'm torn
 And you was there for me at times I couldn't find the lord
 And all I had to do was inject you and lock the doors
 So I can feel some type of peace while I dreamed and go watch the stars
 And that alone is just a feeling some will never know
 But now I'm rotting, it's not the same as I felt before
 We don't have the type of bond we used to have before
 But I ain't mad at all I just wonder if you recall sticking you in my arms when you used to sing to me like
 La la la la la la la la
 (You used to sing to me like)
 La la la la la la la la la
 (You used to sing to me)
 La la la la la la la la
 (Yeah, you used to sing to me like)
 La la la la la la la la