Lost

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 I feel small when I wear big clothes
 Feel old on my birthday
 Feel like if I use big words
 Then you won't think I feel out of place
 If things are supposed to grow when they get older
 Why the hell do I still feel the same?
 Always, always
 Looks like I'm all by myself again
 Tryna' just feel like myself again
 Loud and free at 23
 But I'm la-la-la-la-lost
 I could work and wish I'd fix the balcony
 I could try to pierce my nose again
 Dye my hair and search my soul
 'Cause I'm la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la lost
 I'm insecure letting insides out
 I think about myself too much
 I spent five damn days on this verse
 And I still think the whole thing sucks
 If things are supposed to grow when they get older
 Why the hell do I still feel the same?
 Always, always
 Looks like I'm all by myself again
 Tryna' just feel like myself again
 Loud and free at 23
 But I'm la-la-la-la-lost
 I could work and wish I'd fix the balcony
 I could try and pierce my nose again
 Dye my hair and search my soul
 'Cause I'm la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la lost, mm, mm
 La-la lost (la-la-la-la)
 I'm la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la lost (la-la-la-la)
 La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la lost