What Should Have Been

Had I known, for any length of time
 I would've told you no
 I would've changed your mind and made you sure
 I would've made you feel like you were loved and more
 I wish you'd said
 So I could take those horrid thoughts out of your head
 I would've saved us both some awful bad regret
 I should've had you my friend, for years yet
 And I can't bear, to let you down again
 And know it's for the last time,
 For the last time
 I can't see, cause the air you'd have breathed has swallowed me
 swallowed me
 Fall back to now,
 I still expect to have you here when I turn around
 I still long to hear your voice but there's no sound
 In my mind I'm searching reasons, they go round
 Round and round
 And as for me, all I see is your face when I try and sleep
 Kept awake by all the memories I won't keep
 Wondering why you took away what should have been
 And I can't bear, to let you down again
 And know it's for the last time,
 For the last time
 I can't see, cause the air you'd have breathed has swallowed me
 me
 Once, twice, captured everyone
 Every blink, every tear under this stone cold sun
 Was it you? Was it me?
 Is a question asked by everyone but you know
 It's too late now
 It's too late now
 I wish you were home, but you're not
 I wish you were mine, but you're gone
 Ooh
 But you're gone
 I can't bear, I let you down my friend
 For the last time, for the last time
 And I can't breathe, cause the world you've have seen
 Has captured me
 Ooh, has captured me
 Ooh
 I wish you were home,
 I wish you weren't gone.