Behind Closed Doors

Maybe I would say to you
 Everything I wanted to
 But you're halfway out the door
 I wish that I could say to you
 Everything I wanted to
 You don't listen anymore
 We haven't spoken since, that envelope I found untorn
 I wasn't proud of what I saw
 We haven't spoken since that letter that I found on the floor
 I don't read it through anymore
 Now everything has changed
 Remember when I wanted you, I needed you
 I knew that it would make me pay
 I thought that we could make it through 'cause you could choose
 I didn't wanna turn away
 Even though I needed to, I needed you more
 I needed you more
 Walking out to school each day
 Helped me take my mind away
 From destruction I called my own
 You called me a waste of time
 I offered up this heart of mine
 When you told me you felt alone.
 Maybe you were right, the times you told me I should leave
 I had faith in you wanting what was the best for me
 Maybe you were right, you shouted at me, face pasty-white
 I learned to recognise you from the state of your eyes.
 Now everything has changed
 Remember when I wanted you, I needed you
 I knew that it would make me pay
 I thought that we could make it through 'cause you could choose
 I didn't wanna turn away
 Even though I needed to, I needed you more
 I needed you more
 You got a substance heart
 A substance mind
 It tears you apart, it takes all your time
 You got a substance heart
 An infected mind
 It tears me apart, to watch you turn to white
 To watch you turn to white
 It was no fault of mine.
 Things have changed
 Remember when I wanted you, I needed you
 I knew that it would make me pay
 I thought that we could make it through when you could choose
 I didn't wanna turn away
 Even though I needed to, I needed you more
 I needed you more.