Better In My Head

I lovein' physical touch
 I need it too much, at this point, it's a habit
 For me to go to his place
 Then walk in with shame and wishin' that hadn't
 If I think that's what I really need then
 Why do I feel bitter when I leave?
 'Cause I'll go to his place
 Then walk in with shame and wish it never happened
 I'm desperate
 For someone just to hold me for a second
 'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret
 Spendin' nights in someone else's bed
 When they wouldn't even notice if I left
 A mess when
 I'm tradin' my emotions for attention
 Givin' up, but that's not what I get
 Maybe I should touch myself instead
 'Cause they're always fuckin' better in my head
 Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-he-head
 Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-head
 I think that intimacy
 Is all that I need, but it's so hard to find it
 It's always they're not into me
 They tell me to leave, I'm constantly reminded (Oh, that)
 That goodbye only means a new confession
 Twenty-five and I'm still learning stupid lessons
 Intimacy is all that I need
 But how do you define it? (How do you define it?)
 I'm desperate (Hey)
 For someone just to hold me for a second
 'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret
 Spendin' nights in someone else's bed
 When they wouldn't even notice if I left
 A mess when
 I'm tradin' my emotions for attention (Tradin' my emotions)
 Givin' up, but that's not what I get
 Maybe I should touch myself instead
 'Cause they're always fuckin' better in my
 Head (They're always fuckin' better in my head)
 Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head
 He-he-he-head (They're always fuckin' better in my)
 Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-head
 I go through the motions
 I push, then I pull him
 I know I should just go to bed (Oh)
 Can't help that I'm hopeless
 I know where it's goin'
 But maybe just let me pretend
 I'm desperate
 For someone just to hold me for a second (Hold me for a second)
 'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret (Regret, regret)
 Spendin' nights in someone else's bed
 When they wouldn't even notice if I left (Oh woah)
 A mess when
 I'm tradin' my emotions for attention (I'm tradin' my emotions)
 Givin' up, but that's not what I get (Woah)
 Maybe I should touch myself instead
 'Cause they're always fuckin' better in my head
 Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head
 He-he-he-head (They're always fuckin' better in my)
 Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head
 He-he-head (They're always fuckin')
 Better in my