Insane

I still remember the first time
 I held heaven in my hands
 In my hands
 I wish I could but I can't stop
 Falling victim to your dance
 To your dance
 'Cause you broke me in pieces
 And strung me out like a guitar
 You tore out all my stitches
 You threw salt and venom at my scar
 I can't pretend I don't miss you
 I can't pretend I don't care no more
 You know I'd die just to kiss you
 You know I'd still drop my knees to the floor
 I can't pretend that it's alright
 I can't pretend that I'm thinking straight
 'Cause I still think about you all night
 And I swear I'm 'bout to go insane
 Yeah, I swear I'm 'bout to go insane
 It's been a few months but I'm still
 Hungover with no plans
 With no plans
 I tell myself that it's not real
 That I should take another chance
 At romance
 Yeah
 'Cause I'm stuck here on your bridges
 But you set them on fire in the dark
 I'm done with new religions
 I'm hopeless and wishing on a star
 Got me wishing on a star
 Got me wishing on a star
 I can't pretend I don't miss you
 I can't pretend I don't care no more
 You know I'd die just to kiss you
 You know I'd still drop my knees to the floor
 I can't pretend that it's alright
 I can't pretend that I'm thinking straight
 'Cause I still think about you all night
 And I swear I'm 'bout to go insane
 Yeah, I swear I'm 'bout to go insane
 I swear I'm 'bout to go insane
 Yeah, I swear I'm 'bout to go insane
 As I feel the bullet enter my brain
 I pray to God you never have to feel this pain
 I hope I didn't do it in vain
 'Cause it takes a lot of courage to go
 Insane