Deep end

Done working overtime
 Champagne in bed
 Always in overdrive
 So I need time
 To get me out my mind
 I've gone off the deep end
 I don't wanna move, but I can't sleep in
 When I wake, run away for the weekend
 Oh, god, I don't wanna have to pretend
 For one more minute
 I kick myself every second of my life
 No wonder I don't always get it right
 It's not my year
 I'll disappear
 To anywhere but here
 Ten steps to see the sky
 Two flights of stairs
 It's the only time I can clear my mind
 The cold outside and the wind burnin' my ears
 Reminds me I'm still here
 I've gone off the deep end
 I don't wanna move, but I can't sleep in
 When I wake, run away for the weekend
 Oh, god, I don't wanna have to pretend
 For one more minute
 I kick myself every second of my life
 No wonder I don't always get it right
 It's not my year (it's not my year)
 I'll disappear
 To anywhere but here