Staring at a Stranger

I've came to the point, I must make a decision
 This money is cool but you can't take it with you
 Lord, I'm just grinding and making a living
 I make it so vivid with painting a picture
 I look in the mirror
 Feel like I'm lost
 I do not recognize that man at all
 Started to build without counting the cost
 We're all the same at the foot of the cross
 And if I told you that my life's on the line
 Would you give a fuck at all?
 And if I told you I was led by the blind
 Would you believe me when I said what they saw?
 There's a monster inside of my head
 I feel like I'm in danger
 'Cause every time that I look at myself
 I'm staring at a stranger
 Whoa, whoa, whoa
 I'm staring at a stranger
 Whoa, whoa, whoa
 I don't recognize myself
 I made it out of the mud by doing dirt, my soul is filthy (uh)
 Covering up the smell of all of my guilt with Gucci gilded (ooh)
 Ugly truth in the mirror starin' back, never looked this pretty
 Findin' peace by losin' myself in self pity
 Please forgive me
 Feelin' low, I'm trapped in a cage of expectations set too high
 Fightin' to live but start to get jealous of all the ones who get to die
 Ready to ride, our war's inside
 Pickin' a side, it's hard to decide
 Split down the middle
 The great divide, is where all my demons lie
 There's a monster inside of my head
 I feel like I'm in danger
 'Cause every time that I look at myself
 I'm staring at a stranger
 Whoa, whoa, whoa
 I'm staring at a stranger
 Whoa, whoa, whoa
 I don't recognize myself
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 I'm staring at a stranger
 I don't recognize myself