Love Me

I come from the bottom
 I ain't ever had the upper hand
 I will put it all on the line
 I have no other plans
 I am at war with myself
 Do you really understand?
 Would you love me if you really knew just how fucked up I am?
 Some days I wonder, if I disappear, would anybody care?
 Some days I wish that somebody was here but there's nobody there
 Ask me where I'd rather be than here, I'll say anywhere
 I just roll another stick of gas and put it in the air
 Come on, let's have a conversation, I'll show you how pain feels
 I can take you to a place where everyone's on pain pills
 And the kind of pain we feel is something pills can't heal
 You won't feel me if you ain't never struggled to pay bills
 Lord, strike me dead if I'm lying
 Been in the belly of the beast
 Went head to head with the lion
 Ever heard a baby cryin' 'cause it's hungry and it's tired?
 Ever seen a single mother that struggles to buy diapers?
 I have
 Sit alone in a dark room
 Sayin' prayers to the Lord
 I keep seein' the signals
 But don't know what they're for
 In my mind, I'm a prisoner
 Sittin' on death row
 I keep hearin' the whispers
 Sayin' don't let go
 If I said I'm afraid
 Would you love me?
 Would you love me?
 If I showed you my pain
 Would you love me?
 Would you love me?
 The same
 Does a star's light die if there's no one looking?
 A recipe for disaster, my demons are cooking
 Drink of regret, I've been left by some car keys
 Celebrate my pay with my name on the markings
 Sit alone in a dark room
 Sayin' prayers to the Lord
 I keep seein' the signals
 But don't know what they're for
 In my mind, I'm a prisoner
 Sittin' on death row
 I keep hearin' the whispers
 Sayin' don't let go
 If I said I'm afraid
 Would you love me?
 Would you love me?
 If I showed you my pain
 Would you love me?
 Would you love me?
 Sit alone in a dark room (sit alone in a dark room)
 Sayin' prayers to the Lord (sayin' prayers to the Lord)
 I keep seein' the signals (I keep seein' the signals)
 But don't know what they're for (but don't know what they're for)
 In my mind, I'm a prisoner (in my mind, I'm a prisoner)
 Sittin' on death row (sittin' on death row)
 I keep hearin' the whispers (I keep hearin' the whispers)
 Sayin' don't let go (sayin' don't let go)