***SKA

Damn!
 Your mom has secretly been renting out your home
 I used the shower sponge when you went to Spain alone
 She told us it's been rough and you deserved a break
 And marrying that guy, obviously was a mistake
 You had a couple kids but now he's always gone
 And you're stuck sweeping hair at your mommy's hair salon
 The flat you have upstairs, tucked in the suburbs safe
 Is running low on bread and other amenities
 'Cause your mom's been secretly renting your place
 Damn!
 Your elevator looks in hella disrepair
 But I'm not fuckin' with a dozen flights of stairs
 I tenderized my legs somewhere in Germany
 Trying to convince the bored to pay attention to me
 The absinthe that we drank, I'm not sure it was real
 Massage place in the building, we know what's the fuckin' deal
 'Cause fratboys wait outside pretending they're not there
 Avert their glassy eyes but I don't really care
 I don't wanna lay in bed and stare at the ceiling
 While chasing the fleeting
 There's too much in my head to sleep
 And I did the thing that movie said
 "Foot on the floor beside the bed"
 Still too much in my head to sleep
 Too much in my head to sleep
 Too much in my head to sleep tonight
 Get fucked up, bruise your stupid bones again
 Get fucked up, lose your telephone again
 Get fucked up, bother all your friends again
 Get fucked up, shame your broken heart again
 I really gotta leave
 But I just wanna stay
 I'm only a real person for a quarter-dozen days
 Until I gotta scram
 Until I go away
 And turn into a person that I wouldn't want to meet
 Cultivating mold on my laundry
 And becoming so afraid
 I'm honestly placing bets on a chemical crapshoot with my brain
 Cleaning for the dealer, so I'll black out on the plane
 Stumbling in the dark and living vicariously
 Through a photo album in a stranger's BNB