Friends Back East

Welcome to your new home
 Here's your bed, you'll sleep alone
 Getting everything you wanted and some
 Here's the kitchen, cook alone, look at the water boil
 At the table sit and stare
 Soup with bread with so much to care for you
 All my friends back east keep asking
 What have you done with your life?
 Just a little too strung out to lie
 Suddenly it seems so clear, rejecting what you can't have
 Light a candle, smoke and pray
 All good sins will find you one day
 Now another month is gone, soon it will be a year
 Go to bed and say out loud
 Is it over where it's all gone wrong?
 All my friends back east keep asking
 What have you done with your life?
 Just a little too strung out to lie
 My ambition keeps getting in the way
 When I found my voice there's nothing left to say
 Inhibition keeps me behind this door
 My life's a running joke, what am I running for?