Don't Let Me

I'll start pulling away
 Until you fade from view
 'Cause I'll be losing trace
 Of what I wanted to do
 If you get any closer
 I should probably warn you
 I'll scream beating the ground
 And bloody both of my knees
 Swear I'll turn it around
 But then the story repeats
 If you get any closer
 I should probably warn you
 Just know that I will try to push you away
 Just know that I might say
 Say I don't need you but
 Don't let me, don't let me lie
 And don't ever be afraid
 'Cause I want you to make me stay
 If I try to leave you
 Don't let me, don't let me
 I'm really good at the start
 But never follow through
 I'll give you all of my heart
 Until it's going smooth
 And then I get unsteady
 And I start forgetting
 Oh please, don't let me
 Just know that I will try to push you away
 Just know that I might say
 Say I don't need you but
 Don't let me, don't let me lie
 And don't ever be afraid
 'Cause I want you to make me stay
 If I try to leave you
 Don't let me, don't let me
 Don't let me
 And if I say that this is not where I belong
 Don't let me listen to my sirens song
 Just don't let me, don't let me
 'Cause my eyes get fooled by what lives on the surface
 Live to look and find that nothing's worth it
 Don't let me, don't let me
 Just know that I will try to push you away
 Just know that I might say
 Say I don't need you but
 Don't let me, don't let me lie
 And don't ever be afraid
 'Cause I want you to make me stay
 If I try to leave you
 Don't let me, don't let me, oh
 Don't let me
 Don't let me, don't let me