Truly Alone

(Violent J)
 There ain't nobody asking me, where I've been
 There ain't nobody that would name me, as a friend
 There ain't nobody dropping by, to say hi
 There ain't nobody that's caring whether, i live or die
 I have nobody to tell about, my growing angers
 I have nobody to tell about me, following strangers
 There ain't nobody making sure, I'm taking, all of my pills
 There ain't nobody slowing me down, and keeping me still
 I'm truly alone
 (Chorus)
 They say a man can only be alone for so long
 before the man's mind is gone (truly alone)
 They say a man can only be alone for so long
 before the man's mind is gone (i'm so alone)
 They say a man can only be alone for so long
 before the man's mind is gone (truly alone)
 They say a man can only be alone for so long
 before the man's mind is gone
 There ain't nobody telling me, not to jump off
 There ain't nobody telling me, not to chop your block off
 I get so bloody, i ruin, all of my clothes
 I get so bloody, i sit, in the dark alone
 I have nobody, to tell about, my dark fantasies
 I have nobody, to tell about, my dark realities
 There ain't nobody around me, nobody wanna be friends
 I get so bloody, all on me, this mess never ends
 I'm truly alone
 (Chorus)
 I walked into a Super K, and went into the back
 I started asking questions, and checkin out the chainsaw rack
 They had a test model, I pulled the cord and got it running
 Turned the blade on it kept working, and blood started gunnin
 What the fuck am i doing?
 I dropped the shit and started cryin
 I made it down 2 aisles, before some hero clotheslined me
 I got up grabbed a shovel, and stabbed it in his gut
 I pulled it out, and hammered it across his nug
 I'm hearin' sirens goin off, it's no blue light specials
 I turned murderer, takin in the daily life pressures
 But fuck that now, all y'all gonna know me
 See me on tv, be like "look there go my homie!"
 I'm more than lonely, I'm lost
 Lives are the cost
 I just beat some bitch in the head, stabbed her twice, and took off
 They can't find me, I'm hiding in a flannel coat rack
 I jump out and attack, and put a gash in your neck
 I finally made it to the front door, and to the parking lot
 That's when i got shot, a lot
 I got caught
 Police with bullets, and more bullets, pluggin' me deep
 I'm seein flashes, hearin screaming, and it's all over me
 I see a crowd of people, being held behind police tape
 All watching me die, I think I made no mistake
 I finally got some recognition, dyin' on my knees
 Ready for hell, Because compared to my life, it should be an ease
 (cake walk)