Manic Depressive - (Fritz the Cat Remix)

In my mind's eye
 You throw wickedness at me
 I'm just a toy to you
 I bring no real joy to you
 The way I see it
 You don't want me here no more
 You want a hole in my forehead
 And blood pouring on the floor
 Cuz I'm so dirty
 Fuckin' dirty and shoddy
 I want up out of this body
 That's hated by everybody
 Sometimes I don't know why
 I continue to try
 It's so much easier to die
 Than to get by
 Than to get by
 Than to get by
 If I'm gonna die
 I'm taking you with me
 Get you and get me
 We can be bloody
 If I'm gonna fly
 I'm gonna succeed
 Take you and get me
 We can be bloody
 Sometimes I don't know why
 I continue to try
 It's so much easier to die
 Than to get by
 Than to get by
 Than to get by
 I don't wanna leave my house
 Don't wanna open my mouth
 Don't wanna read my mail
 Don't wanna meet with pals
 I don't wanna fuck shit up
 Don't wanna fuckin' get up
 Don't wanna take up space
 Don't want your time to waste
 I don't wanna fight this back
 Just wanna fade to black
 Don't wanna turn to faith
 Or wanna burn at stakes
 I don't wanna build my life
 I wanna bloody my knife
 Don't wanna grab the phone
 Don't wanna leave this room
 I don't wanna talk with you
 I'm fuckin' stalkin' you
 Don't wanna fix myself
 I wanna nix myself
 I don't wanna try to change
 Just wanna fry my brains
 Don't wanna slow shit down
 I wanna throw shit around
 I don't wanna run nowhere
 Don't want no one to care
 Don't want another crack at it
 I'd rather be a crack addict
 I don't wanna look for help
 Don't wanna help myself
 I don't wanna even try
 To get by...
 To get by...
 And to get by... and to get by... and to get by... and to get by.