Gethsemane (I Only Want To Say) - Remastered 2021

I only want to say
 If there is a way
 Take this cup away from me
 For I don't want to taste its poison
 Feel it burn me I have changed
 I'm not as sure, as when we started
 Then, I was inspired
 Now, I'm sad and tired
 Listen, surely I've exceeded expectations
 Tried for three years, seems like thirty
 Could you ask as much from any other man?
 But if I die
 See the saga through and do the things you ask of me
 Let them hate me, hit me, hurt me, nail me to their tree
 I'd want to know, I'd want to know, my God
 I'd want to know, I'd want to know, my God
 Want to see, I'd want to see, my God
 Want to see, I'd want to see, my God
 Why I should die
 Would I be more noticed than I ever was before?
 Would the things I've said and done matter any more?
 I'd have to know, I'd have to know, my Lord
 Have to know, I'd have to know, my Lord
 Have to see, I'd have to see, my Lord
 Have to see, I'd have to see, my Lord
 If I die what will be my reward?
 If I die what will be my reward?
 Have to know, I'd have to know, my Lord
 I'd have to know, I'd have to know, my Lord
 Why should I die? Oh why should I die?
 Can you show me now that I would not be killed in vain?
 Show me just a little of your omnipresent brain
 Show me there's a reason for your wanting me to die
 You're far to keen on where and how, but not so hot on why
 Alright, I'll die!
 I'll just, just watch me die!
 See, see how I die!
 See how I die
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 Then I was inspired
 Now, I'm sad and tired
 After all, I've tried for three years, seems like ninety
 Why then am I scared to finish what I started
 What you started, I didn't start it
 God, thy will is hard
 But you hold every card
 I will drink your cup of poison
 Nail me to your cross and break me
 Bleed me, beat me
 Kill me
 Take me, now!
 Before I change my mind