To Be Sleeping While Still Standing

Slowly watching these dreams all die
 I cut my life away from you
 I remember happiness
 I see the evil in your eyes
 I've seen the beauty in a modern world, destruction
 I see shades of red blanketing the skies
 I'm still dripping with blood
 still shedding these tears
 For what reason I do not know
 I still taste the bitterness
 one million reasons
 One million reasons to die
 Remember the times that we had
 The depths are forgotten now
 Forget your past
 Look to the future
 Drowning in my sleep
 This is a fucking nightmare
 I hope the regret burns into my hands
 So I know what I've lost, I blame myself for our past
 I still remember happiness
 I'm still dripping with this blood
 I'm still shedding these tears
 I've seen the evil in your eyes
 I still dream about you
 I still die without you
 Still dreaming, still dying
 To be sleeping while still standing
 Still sleeping, while still standing