Lions

the sky goes grey
 and water falls
 if i get washed away
 when the tide goes
 if breath becomes a task and punishment
 i remember all the things i understand
 you had it all
 all
 if i could start like a fire and be as calming as matches then i would
 roar like a lion and just go off like a canyon
 if i could kill like a tiger and push away all the feelings
 but i will run like a coward and go away with the season
 if i could shine like a diamond but live alone on the streets
 i'd be my first as a lover and be as cool as a theft
 we pay
 you had it all
 all
 if the sky becomes all small
 and fire burns
 and all my lungs give up and take it in
 if breath becomes my task and punishment
 i tried to save the things worth holding in
 you had it all
 all
 if i could start like a fire and be as calming as matches
 and i would pull like a lion and just go off like a canyon
 if i could kill like a tiger and push away all my feelings
 but i will run like a coward and go away with the season
 if i could shine like a diamond
 but be alone on the streets
 i'd be my first as a lover and be as cool as a theft
 pay
 pay
 you had it all
 all
 you had it all
 all
 you had it all
 all
 i had to come from somewhere to be here??
 all this pain