Dead Standing Tree

I have been trying to see the day
 When did I start to rust away?
 Flashback from drinking rain
 Attacks for getting strayed
 This is the day I'm gonna to give it all up
 This is the day
 Fuck!
 Tonight I'm burning down
 This dead standing tree
 Before that I need
 To find my
 Turned in bough
 It's like a stab in me
 Tonight I'm burning down
 This dead standing tree
 Too high for learning how
 But inside this trap I'm free
 Tonight I'm burning down
 This dead standing tree
 Don't wait for me
 My last mistake was making the choice
 To heal myself with the drug of joy
 Backstabs, time after time
 Branch slashes, punching eyes
 This is the day I'm gonna to give it all up
 But I need to find my
 Turned in bough
 It's like a stab in me
 Tonight I'm burning down
 This dead standing tree
 Too high for learning how
 But inside this trap I'm free
 Tonight I'm burning down
 This dead standing tree
 Don't wait for me
 Backstabs, time after time
 Branch slashes, punching eyes
 Attach lie after lie
 As the medicine dressed me up
 I never felt this numb
 As the antidote hit up
 The leaves kept on dropping down
 (Backstabs, time after time)
 Backstabs, time after time
 Tonight I'm burning down
 This dead standing tree
 Before that I need
 But I need to find my
 Turned in bough
 It's like a stab in me
 Tonight I'm burning down
 This dead standing tree
 Too high for learning how
 But inside this trap I'm free
 Tonight I'm burning down
 This dead standing tree
 Don't you wait for me
 Don't you wait for me