When I'm Lonely

Eyes like an infant
 Staring me down
 She'll take anything that's tied up
 In my glorious past
 It's just 4 days 'til Sunday
 When I say that I'm gone
 Little one screams you cry
 Tell the pain to leave me alone
 It's just 2 days 'til Monday
 Another week 'til the 4th
 Is anyone listening or
 Should I call on the Lord
 Sometimes I breathe
 Sometimes I see
 Then I dream a dream that won't come true
 And I struggle with lies when I'm lonely
 Someone called my name out loud about 4 a.m.
 It wasn't you so I let her in
 Just to see what she wanted
 She left screaming because I called her by your name
 But the next day she came to call
 And we finished our game
 Alright now
 Some days I breathe
 Some days I see
 Then I dream a dream that won't come true
 And I struggle with time when I'm lonely
 Shep plays piano down in
 Shandon on the other side of Rosewood
 You said he wasn't your type
 But you went anyway
 You left screamin' cause you thought you would
 Call him by my name
 Ah and you whisper
 Why do I do this
 I can't go through this why do I do this, why
 Sometimes I breathe
 Sometimes I see
 Then I dream a dream that won't come true
 And I struggle with life when I'm lonely