Resolve

I'll waste another two years thinking of where I want to go with my life.
 The tradition your seeking is taking me down a path that's overcrowded and unappealing.
 I'm not who you are.
 You told me this isn't how you planned your life to be.
 Is it because of me?
 I won't be sorry for something i'm not changing.
 I need a little resolve in my life.
 Yours needs fixing.
 I found my purpose through ambitious decisions while yours has been a mystery.
 I've grown up to find out that you can't let your guard down.
 You've gotta' stick to what is true -with that I don't mean you.
 I swear I won't need you.
 Given everything i've got, I still have nothing to show.
 Will you ever understand where I want to go and where i've been?
 You left me out just to hang and dry.
 You never cared at all.
 I always wondered why.
 I need a little resolve in my life.
 I'll always wonder why.