This

This is not gonna make her love you
 this is not gonna make him proud
 this is not gonna make you feel beautiful
 This is not gonna make you holy
 this is not gonna make him smile
 this isn't gonna make you
 its only gonna break you down
 You're killing yourself
 and its killin' me to watch you
 breaking down right before my eyes
 you're drowning in the mess you've made
 and i can teach you how to swim
 it's destroying me
 it's tearing me apart
 that this whole time
 You've been suffocating
 Killing yourself
 and tellin me feel alive
 ...
 This bottle is not your savior
 and these pills are not your friends
 this is not gonna bring you, happiness
 these blades they do not know you
 and these drugs are not your guard
 what you call a perfect kingdom is a pile of rubble and dust
 You're killing yourself
 and it's killin me to watch you
 breaking down right before my eyes
 you're drowning in the mess you've made
 and I can't teach you how to swim
 It's destroying me
 it's tearing me apart
 but this whole time
 you've been suffocating
 killing yourself
 and telling me you feel alive
 this is not alive
 this is not alive
 Don't call this alive
 you're dead inside
 i can see it in your eyes
 this is not alive
 you're killing yourself
 and it's killing me to watch you
 breaking down right before my eyes
 you're drowning in the mess you've made
 and I can't teach you how to swim
 It's destroying me
 It's tearing me apart
 that this whole time
 you've been suffocating
 Killing yourself
 and telling me you feel alive