I Didn't Mean To

It's bordering on insanity
 So blurred
 So unclear
 Then suddenly eyes focus and realize
 that this man should not be here
 It's funny how there's no remorse in the moment
 But after it's over you wish you could disown it
 And as you get up to tell this stranger to leave
 The love of your life walks in and sees . . . everything
 And of all the things that you could have said
 What was in your head?
 I didn't mean to
 All the thoughts running through your mind
 All that you could find
 I didn't mean to
 And the pain of losing everything comes over you
 I didn't mean to
 All you can say is that 'you didn't mean to'
 I didn't mean to
 And it's reality now
 Pictures of him and your baby
 Smashed in broken glass all on the floor
 With his suitcase in one hand, your little girl's hand in the other
 You hear him say "Mommy don't live us no more"
 And it cuts like a knife but you can't blame him either
 You're a mother, you're a wife, but you're also a cheater
 Ooh girl, one silly moment of lust
 Just cost you everything that you've ever loved
 And of all the things that you could have said
 What was in your head?
 I didn't mean to
 All the thoughts running through your mind
 All that you could find
 I didn't mean to
 And the pain of losing everything comes over you
 I didn't mean to
 All you can say is that 'you didn't mean to'
 I didn't mean to
 Oh, the clouds are rolling in
 As you prepare to face this punishment and suffer the consequence
 Such a price to pay
 Was it really worth it?
 And you fight back tears
 As you watch him take the only thing you ever truly loved away
 The tears in her eyes as she waves goodbye
 Slowly kills you inside
 And of all the things that you could have said
 What was in your head?
 I didn't mean to
 All the thoughts running through your mind
 All that you could find
 I didn't mean to
 And the pain of losing everything comes over you
 I didn't mean to
 All you can say is that 'you didn't mean to'
 I didn't mean to
 Whoa, whoa, yea, yeah
 I didn't mean to
 I didn't mean to hurt cha
 Didn't mean to make you cry
 I didn't mean to
 Don't say say byebye
 Don't say say byebye
 I didn't mean to